I don't know from where to start but recently I watched some video on mother and daughter relationship on facebook (some advertisement from Cello). Since then something has changed in me may be the love for my mother has also increased or you can say has become more intense and now that I am pregnant, I can relate and understand things more deeply than I used to do earlier.
Yeah people you read it right I am five months pregnant now. I am so happy though touchwood as till now everything is going fine. This is the first blog of mine on motherhood. But before I say anything about motherhood I just want to say something about Miracles.
Its a miracle giving birth to a whole new life,isn't it? We see seeds growing into saplings and saplings to plants which give rise to fruits and vegetables but is there anyone out there who has thought that its a miracle of god. We see science in everything but as per me all these things are miracles of God. We just take everything from granted in this materialistic world where people are running in some kind of race. When we were young and small kids we used to ask questions about everything, we used to be amazed when we saw something for the first time whether its the meow sound of a cat or a bird or anything new. Now we have lost the ability to be amazed at God's creation.
I understood this fact when I went for my first ultrasound in my third month and wow was the first word that I uttered after seeing my baby for the very first time. I felt that little thing is inside me, growing in me and we ( me and hubby) have created a new life. Isn't that amazing? It was the moment when I started looking at everything differently. Its takes nine months to nurture a life so that it can live in this outside world.But have you ever thought what are we making of this beautiful world. I am even afraid of my baby's future on earth as over the years the world is changing, resources are banishing so speedily, but lets leave it that way.
Its indeed a wonderful feeling in becoming a mother. I am so thankful to God for giving me this opportunity to be a mother. And ofcourse now I love my mom more and more as the days are passing by. May be its the God's way to teach us to be grateful to our mothers whom we forget in the process of growing up & learning new things.
